Hello RFC!
I thought you handled Merlin's changing perspective very well.
I've been surprised by these recent critiques when it was obvious from the textev where Merlin and Nynian were headed long before they consummated their relationship.
OTOH, I'm surprised how long it took Garvai to make his feelings known to Nimue, and I wonder if he got some coaching from Nahrmahn, and possibly Merlin and Nynian, but that's because he was so sensitive to her feelings, almost as if he expected or anticipated her objections.
Of course the critics are right in that he and his father deserve an heir, if that can be arranged.
I'm very glad that your health has improved, not just for your story telling talent.
All the very best wishes to you and your family.
What are you working on now?
runsforcelery wrote:phillies wrote:
No it's just proof that the author understands or believes that how you are treated by those around you on a day by day basis establishes how you see yourself including your masculinity or femininity.
Or the gender alteration functions of the PICA also alter how the resident software from the human thinks about the topic. After all, that's what Merlin is at this point, an accumulation fo software inside a computer. The process that alters the body might also be set up to edit, quite deliberately the software of the resident person. How this works under the ten day limit is a bit obscure, but that limit as a practical matter has ceased to exist.
Please note that Merlin has repeatedly referred to the fact that many people with last-gen PICAs experimented with flipped genders. He specifically notes that Nimue
did not and, as Merlin, was initially still experiencing the same arousal patterns as Merlin that he had as Nimue, hence the need to deactivate portions of the autonomous programming after the water polo match.
Merlin is now perceived as male by everyone in his life. Even those who know he once was female and genuinely realize that intellectually, still
react to him as a man. Moreover, he was always strongly drawn to Nynian, and not simply because of her beauty of her gender. He knew they were kindred souls, he admired her hugely,
and he had begun thinking of himself
as male. In essence, all of that came together in his decision to go ahead and flip the settings and reactivate the programming he'd shut down. Nor was this the first time he did it. Remember when he first visited Mistress Anzhelyk in Zion and the response of the young lady with whom he spent the evening. He probably wouldn't/couldn't have done that immediately after becoming Merlin, but the spectrum in his head had already begun shifting.
It probably also helps that Nynian's official career left
her with a certain degree of . . . elasticity where genders and sexuality and concerned, of course.[/quote]