Separated by centuries from everybody and everything "she" knew.
They are long dead and "she" is still around.
"Her" thoughts on "her" PICA status are IMO tainted by this knowledge.
CastleTrime wrote:Comment in OAR on page 248 Merlin thinks it ironic that the last Christian is a machine since lagally thats all autonomous PICA had ever been and wonders weather or not he had a soul or was just a recording and decided that it didn't matter for his task was to restore humanities past including all humanities striving for divine inspiration. He then hopes humanity ability to believe will not be destroyed by the realisation of the lie.