cthia wrote:Seriously, the best chance of Eloise falling in love will have to be with someone in her inner circle, whom understands the level of her pain.
Her losing Giscard cut her deeply.
I didn't like it very much either.
Come on RFC, after surviving all of those "Citizen Admiral this," "Citizen Admiral that," Eloise and Javier lose to Murphy and his silly laws of the Universe.
Any would be hard pressed to convince me that Honor would have found love if not for White Haven.
Paul left an immense whole in her heart that I'm afraid otherwise never would have been patched.
Eloise is exactly where Honor was.
Emphasis mine.
On one hand, I will
always believe that, no matter how it ended, Eloise wouldn't have given up those twelve years with Javier for anything. She has loved and been loved to the fullest extent that a human being
can love and be loved, and no amount of grief or shock can
ever take that away from her.
On the other hand, if she does fall in love again, it
must be with someone who understands her pain. Whether it's Tom Theisman, who stood by her through everything that came their way, or Allen, who understands helpless grief better than perhaps anyone else in the universe, or someone else entirely, that person will have to understand (and
accept) that her heart was Javier's first, that she will always love him, and that in losing him she lost a part of herself, too.
That is, in fact, one of the reasons I think Tom is the most natural choice if she does fall in love again. I'm well aware that love rarely follows logic, but love must be
built on something, and who does she have a stronger foundation with than Tom?
She is exactly where Honor was - and the one thing that gives me hope for her is that if Honor survived - survived to love again, even! - then so can Eloise. She will never forget what she had with Javier, and the grief for him will never leave her, but she can treasure the time she had with him as a part of herself and still love someone else, too.